quick update

Updating from my mom and dad's house....
This has been a LONG weekend.

:-/

This is going to be a sucky week. Alone.

I am soo stressed. My forehead is breaking out from all the stress. My haircut=HATE IT. I dont know why I talk hair when drunk...or mildly drunk. And even worse, I dont know why I allow people who are drunk to do my hair. I hate it. It looks thin and choppy and I think I will end up cutting it short soon because the layers are too short and make it look thin.

ahhhh i'm stressing. we are definitely hiring movers to move all our boxes + furniture from the garage into the house in January. I hope that J moves back this Friday...that is what he said he was going to try and do. But it doesnt help that much. I gotta be in my house. I am going to go crazy from absolutely no privacy and being under constant scrutiny.

bought a new dining room table and chair set...absolutely gorgeous...best we've ever owned. picked out lots of other furniture but they wouldnt give us any kind of deal so we just left with only the dining room table. if we dont find furniture we like from any other store, we will order the furniture off their website or something just so that the tools can't get the commission...geez i can be a bitch huh? oh well, they were cocks....looking at us like paupers because J had a hoodie on. i felt like punching the dude and being like, hey bitch, look at his pay stubs and then remind yourself that you are selling US furniture. man that is horrible of me to say. but people shouldnt stereotype others the way they do to us. they look at us like young people who can't afford anything and it makes me want to punch them. ok i know i dont make that much money at my job but they have no idea what J makes. they are stupid. stupid people. we used to get that a lot here. i remember that now.

anyway...lots of stuff going on right now. no internet at J's mom's house, so I will never be online. Just hanging out at mom and dad's today. Tomorrow I have to cut my grandma's hair, then the kids and I are going to put my Christmas tree up.

Watched CNN Heroes last night and it inspired me to adopt. I told J that I want to begin paperwork to adopt a baby in 1 year from now. I'm excited and nervous about how long it will take. SF will pay for $10,000 of it, plus there are lots of grants you can apply for...AND, the trips out there won't be a big deal because we want to travel anyway. i think i will finally feel like i am doing my part when i can adopt a baby in need.

anyway, gonna chat with the fam. peace.